Monday, June 25, 2012

Kenangan Terindah

I miss her so much...but I can only give her my prayer...I wonder how's ur life there...I donno why I feel so lonely when I'm thinking of you...Ya Allah bless her...forgive her and place her with solihin...I love you and will always pray for you...This song is for you...

Every time I close my eyes I see you in front of me
I still can hear your voice calling out my name
And I remember all the stories you told me
I miss the time you were around [x2]
But I’m so grateful for every moment I spent with you
‘Cause I know life won’t last forever

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon

Night and day, I still feel you are close to me
And I remember you in every prayer that I make
Every single day may you be shaded by His mercy
But life is not the same, and it will never be the same
But I’m so thankful for every memory I shared with you
‘Cause I know this life is not forever

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone

There were days when I had no strength to go on
I felt so weak and I just couldn’t help asking: “Why?”
But I got through all the pain when I truly accepted
That to God we all belong, and to Him we’ll return, ooh

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone

Gone so soon 

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

16 mei 2012


Hari bersejarah dalam hidupku.. tidak seperti hari-hari yang lain. malam dibasahi peluh menahan kepanasan. Cornea terbuka luas menguji kecekapan rods (photoreceptor) mengesan pergerakan dengan cahaya yang malap. Ya, malam ni, kami bergelap satu UIA kuantan.. berbekalkan lampu meja dan ditemani bunyi unggas malam aku melakarkan kata-kata ini..

Sahabat2x optometry 2nd year,
Sangat2x menyanyangi kamu semua...sangat2x... penawar duka, teman gembira, pendengar setia, teman merajuk.. kenangan yang tak dapt dibeli dengan harta dan permata..

Terima kasih unt malam ni.. di saat org lain mengharung dugaan malam tanpa letrik, kita makan di Casper =).. nyanyi lagu Allah selamatkan kamu ramai2x.. paling xtahan TERsuka plak tyme tuan izzat menang.. hehe.. t kita cari restoran yg semua pompuan jek..=)

Apa-apa pun hope ikatan hati dan iman kita berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat.. doaku moga kita berjumpa lagi di syurga nan abadi..
Sayang kamu semua kerana Allah..
GOOD LUCK FOR THE BECOMING EXAM!!

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Kejadian 12.15 am, 13 Januari 2012


Tika lalai dibuai mimpi-mimpi indah duniawi

Tika dihembus janji-janji manis dalam kehidupan

Saat masa dibuang dengan keindahan sementara

Saat jiwa kosong dariNya

Aku terkaku..lidah ku kelu..fikiran ku kacau...

Bibit-bibit mutiara mula terbit di pelupuk mata...


Ya Allah...

Kenapa AKU???

Kenapa AKU..ya Allah....

Engkau lebih tahu tentang aku berbanding mereka...

Kenapa aku yg KAU pilih.....

Antara hamba-hambaMu yg lebih solehah, yg lebih berkemampuan...

Kenapa AKU ya ALLAH....

Apa hikmah semua ini...

Dosaku bertimbun...ibarat buih dilautan...bagai titisan air tika hujan...


Bagaimana aku mampu memimpin mereka ya Allah....
Dengan dosa-dosa ini....Allah....

Bagaimana aku mampu memberi contoh yg terbaik
Dengan segala macam penyakit-penyakit hati ini...Allah...

Bagaimana aku mampu memberi tunjuk ajar
Dengan kekurangan dan ceteknya ilmu ku ni....Allah...



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